Moving Through the Trenches

It has been a while since I lost my insurance. It has been a while since I felt emotions.

Tomorrow I will struggle to get the cash for my pill pusher appointment and the coinciding medications. Tomorrow I will get back on the regimen I had before the lapse in stability.

Today I have poured myself a glass of wine because it was there, left over from last night. Today I went to work late, used my dab pen and vaguely remember getting any work done.

Yesterday I didn’t finish the bottle of wine–it surprised me. Yesterday I contemplated my current endeavors to understand why I’ve given up.

It has been a while since I had any answers. It has been a while since I have been out of the trenches.

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