I’m Exhausted, Beyond Belief

My brain. My heart. My body.

In complete and utter exhaustion.

I called my pill pusher to see if I could up my Zoloft by 25mg.

He concurred.

75mg down the hatch.

The attacks have commenced

On a daily basis–without bias.

My chest feels compressed

And predominately over stressed.

Stomach aches. Back aches. Heart aches–

Ensue.

But my head only aches

In a confounding state.

Seemingly, nothing to comprehend.

Trial and Error.

Fight. Flight. Freeze.

I am freezing–no frozen.

To the core.

Chasing butterflies is no longer applicable.

I’m just drowning in the uncontrollable.

And it is exhausting.

Im-Tired

 

 

 

 

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