It’s funny… well no, its comical–to the outsider, I’m sure.
I just spent 24 hours in debate with myself and my new routine.
My pill-pushing therapist prescribed 10mg of Buspiron HCL, twice a day. It felt like a long term kick in the head; I had progressed, over the past month. If I gave in, I knew my strength would no longer be my own.
So… I researched.
After years of self diagnoses(anxiety, pinched sciatic nerve and pre-cancerous cells), I’ve found that I can show up to any appointment, just as well-informed as the doctor appears.
Appearances… you know the saying.
Buspirone is usually taken for only a short time. Do not take this medication for longer than 4 weeks without your doctor’s advice. –eMedicineHealth.com
He spoke as if the medication would be in a long-term relationship with my anxiety.
Someone is surely yanking my chain; is it me?
So I will give it 3-4 weeks and reconvene with the man.
I broke the round tablet in half and swallowed the pill on an empty stomach.
By noon, my stomach began it’s flips, dips and uncomfortable butterflies.